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Chapter 44
MCAT Office~ Wednesday ~March 21st- 9:00am
The one thing Chris had not missed in the months that he had been away was paperwork. It seemed that it grew on his desk, and although Gunny was an organizational godsend, and Buck did his share, he had never realized, until now, how much extra Tanner had taken on to lighten his workload over the last year. Considering that the Texan hated paperwork as much as he did, spoke volumes about Tanner's dedication to not only their job, but their friendship as well. As Larabee prepared for the ten o’clock team meeting, there was a knock at his office door.
“Enter!” Chris shouted as he chased the pen that was rolling off his desk.
JD walked in with a folder clutched in his hand. “Chris, you have a few minutes?”
“Sure JD, what’s on your mind?” Larabee indicated that the young agent should sit, and Dunne chose a chair that was opposite Chris.
“You are aware that I have been assisting the Justice department to develop a new program that will track offshore bank accounts and provide an electronic link back to the criminals that use them. One that overrides the use of numbered accounts only, and traces the original ISP of the deposits.”
“That all links to the case you were working on for them right?”
Right,” JD squirmed for a minute and then plunged ahead. “They were able to make their case with the data my program provided, but…aw hell Chris I did some digging of my own, and I understand if you want to tell me I overstepped my bounds, and you probably don’t want to know…”
“JD…the point, son…get to the point.”
“Yeah, I went to the evidence room at the federal building and checked out Jack’s laptop that we found at the cabin. Using the information on it, and my program…I tracked his movements to several offshore accounts. Chris, he had almost three hundred thousand dollars stashed away when he died. You being his next of kin, you could…you know for the kids…” JD sat back and said no more.
Chris took a minute to let the implication of JD’s words soak in. Surprisingly, he did not feel the pangs of regret and apprehension he used to when Jack’s name was mentioned. Maybe it was the passing of time, or the fact that he knew the kids we thriving in their new home, or…maybe it was simply because he had come to terms with that episode in his life, whatever the reason, it was not painful anymore. “I don’t want it, and the kids don’t need it. Ezra has invested their mother’s life insurance money, and it has returned more than enough to secure their future.”
“So, we just leave it there unclaimed?”
Larabee thought for a minute more. “I won’t claim it, and as agents I suppose we should turn it over to the Justice department. I’m sure most of it was made through illegal activities anyway. Monday morning that is what I want you to do….provided of course, that the money is still there then. It’s really a shame to have to do that though, when we know there are several charities and non profit organizations that could benefit from having that amount of money to work with, but that is what procedure dictates.”
JD sat there for a minute, fully understanding what his Commander said, and what he did not say aloud. Dunne stood up. “I’ll see that it is taken care of, Chris.”
“You do that JD, and thanks, I appreciate you looking out for the kid’s interest.” Larabee watched the younger man leave the office. He knew where that money would end up, and was not sorry about it one bit.
MCAT Conference Room 10:00am
For the first time in a long time, the entire team, minus Tanner, was in attendance for a unit meeting. JD, Pam and Mallory sat close to the bank of computers in the room. Raphael, Justin and Selina, sat opposite Nathan, Josiah, and Ezra, while Mark had a special place for Bandit. Bones, Greg, and Kat represented forensics, and Captain Wilmington sat next to Chris. Larabee started with an update on the missing agent’s status.
“We have a lot to cover today. First off, I received a communication from Paul’s sister. He has undergone his third reconstructive surgery, and is doing well. Additionally, he has decided not to return to MCAT, and will be entering the private sector for employment. We wish him well. Captain Tanner is on administrative status pending the resolution of Chambers’s trial. He will however, be conducting training classes Tuesday and Thursday mornings from eight to noon at Camp Larabee. Take a look at the schedule Buck is passing around to see what classes you are due for, and plan accordingly.”
Wilmington passed the schedules out. “We will be keeping current on our required training hours, so make certain if your name is listed to attend.”
“Agent Dunne is back with us after his short stint with the Justice department. Welcome back, JD.” Chris flipped the page on his notes. “You will also note that over the next two weeks contractors will be in to add another office, with two Captains, we need the additional office. Make certain all sensitive materials are secured at all times. Now before we head to new business, final reports are due on the arson investigation, on my desk no later than five today.”
“Chris, I received word this morning that Chambers fired his attorney and hired a new legal eagle. We should expect a call for a new hearing within the next couple of weeks, and should take all precautions when Vin is subpoenaed to testify again.” Ezra advised.
“What can a new attorney do that the old one couldn’t?” Nathan questioned.
“The man he hired is known for using inflammatory tactics such as: keeping the media frenzy running, holding numerous news conferences, basically anything he can do to muddy the water.” Standish explained. “Their claim is that Chambers is being held prisoner, by an unlawful government that has no authority to hold him.”
“His followers are practically camped out in front of the courthouse as it is, this could make a tense situation even worse. “ Josiah stated.
“I suspect that is exactly what he intends to do.” Chris sighed. “Keep me updated Ezra, if he is bringing in a legal zealot, we may have some problems.”
Josiah recalled. “In Birmingham Alabama a few years ago, they had a white supremacist leader in jail, and each time he made an appearance in court they damn near had a riot outside the courthouse.”
“The U.S. Marshals are in charge of the courthouse security, but we will take responsibility for Tanner.” Chris assured. “I also heard that Harrison was making bail, Justin, I want to know when he’s being released, but I want you and Raphael to keep tabs on him once he’s out.”
“That will be our pleasure. “Justin said and Cordova nodded in agreement.
“Our new assignment is an assist. We will be supporting the DPD by investigating a string of particularly gruesome murders of homeless people in the greater Denver area. Reports are sketchy, but indicate eight homeless men have been found brutally murdered over the last four months. All of them were examined at a clinic on fifteenth St. within a week of their deaths, so that give us a place to start. Nathan, you and Mark talk to the doctors and personnel at the clinic. JD, I want your team to give me some background on these names.” Larabee handed Dunne a list. “Bones, check with your contacts, and see what rumors may be floating around. Greg and Kat will take the lead on this one, most of the investigation will center on evidence recovery.”
“What about the rest of us Chris?” Buck asked.
Larabee answered. “I have a special assignment for you Buck. Josiah has several profiles I would like you to look at, and then give me a report on your assessments."
"I can do that. Is this for a new case?" Wilmington was curious.
"No. Not at this time." The last thing Larabee needed or wanted right now was another major case falling into their laps; his team was still recovering from the last two. "Our main priority is protecting Nathan, Vin, and their families until Chambers's trial is over."
Captain Wilmington was relieved to hear that. “Josiah, I'll be in your office as soon as I get the rest of these yahoos some work to do". Buck stated." I think today would be an excellent time to catch up on our reports." He grinned when he heard the groans for the other agents.
“That’s it, dismissed.” Chris gathered his papers.
Larabee 7 ~ 12:30 am
Tanner Home
Several ladies of the Wild Bunch were having a luncheon to discuss the upcoming Standish wedding, and the equine therapy facility that was soon to be built. They had decided to meet at Kelli’s home; with Max preparing lunch for everyone. Barbara had arrived early and was spending some time with the Tanners before Rain, Casey, and Inez arrived.
“Someone did invite Linda didn’t they?” Barbara questioned.
“I did. She declined, but did send something over with Chris this mornin’ for you.” Kellie got up to retrieve the envelope Chris had given her. “It’s a contribution to help with the buildin’, donated in Cody and Grace’s name.”
Barbara opened it and whistled. “This will certainly help. With the check you and Vin gave from your children, and the others we have, we almost have enough to pay for all the building cost. Then we only have to keep enough coming in to keep it running.”
“With Ez in charge of fundraisin', I doubt that will be a problem. “ Vin laughed. “I swear that man has the touch when it comes to helpin' people part with their money.”
“So I've heard.” Barbara smiled. “I want this to work so badly. Caitlyn is wonderful with kids, and so many children can benefit from this.”
“You, lady, are preachin’ to the choir. Kel and I are sold on this, and we’re both lookin’ forward to helpin’.” Vin said as he got up to answer the phone.
“I’ve been so wrapped up with this project, I forgot to ask. How are you feeling Kel?”
“Better than I have felt over the first few weeks. It’s a relief to know that everything is okay. Dr. Weeks nixed me goin' back to work, but now that we know about the boys, we can plan more.”
“Kel, I need to talk to you for a minute.” Vin walked back in, “Barbara would you excuse us?”
“Sure, I’ll go in and see if Max needs any help.”
Vin waited until Barbara was out of earshot before he explained. “Kel that was Carmen on the phone, she has a situation. I know we agreed that fosterin’ a child was too much to take on right now, but…she has a six month old girl whose mother was brutally murdered yesterday. She needs somewhere away from the city to place the baby until the police apprehend the mom’s boyfriend for the murder. There is no other family, and it’s only temporary…”
“Of course we’ll take her Vin. Chambers is in jail, I feel better, and besides, you’re here, and we have Max to help. Tell Carmen to bring her out. We can set up the port-a-crib, and whatever else we need we can get.”
“Are you sure you are up to it?”
“Yes, call her back and tell her we’ve got this one covered.” Kelli let Vin help her up.
“You remember baby, this one is only temporary. I think we’ll have our hands full with Jason, Andi, and these two.” He patted her stomach. The Texan was very much aware that given half a chance Kelli would keep every one of the children they had given refuge to. Fortunately all of them, with the exception of Caleb, they had less than forty-eight hours before they were placed in permanent foster care homes.
“I’ll remember, and trust me I have no illusions about this spurt of energy I seem to have. I know that the next few months will not be easy for us, but we have to help this little one now.”
Tanner kissed the top of her head. “I’m callin’ Carman now. You prepare for the invasion, the kids and their mamas will be here in fifteen minutes.”
2:00pm
“Okay, we have the flowers, the food, the preacher, and the music taken care of. What else?” Rain questioned the others.
“Invitations are out, the rings are at the jewelers, the weddin’ dress is ready for the final fittin’, and the girls dresses are waitin’ for them to try on Saturday mornin’.” Kelli read off her list. “You declined the shower, and the girl’s night out, so all we have planned is a rehearsal dinner. Mallory is in charge of that and accordin to her notes she has it well under control.”
“Caleb and Jason’s suits have been fitted. The outside tent is reserved with chairs, and we have alternative plans made if the weather refused to cooperate.” Inez looked over her list.
Casey read off hers. “JD will be video taping the ceremony, and has a friend of his lined up that will take the wedding pictures. I’m in charge of the children, and we’ll cross our fingers that the girls don’t get too carried away throwing rose petals.”
“You ladies are amazing, and I don’t think you have missed a thing.” Barbara smiled. “Not that I would know, this is pretty far off my experience scale.”
“I do have a question.” Casey lowered her voice. “Is Maude coming?”
“No. She told Ezra she would be in the south of France until May and wanted us to reschedule. He told her no. I did tell him that I was willing to wait, but he said the only family that mattered to him was here, and refused to consider a change. Barbara shifted in her chair. “Before you ask, I do not expect my parents either. They are one-third of the way on a trip around the world, and believe me; they are not going to take a break for my wedding.”
Kelli took in the silence that statement produced, and decided to change the subject. “If we have things for the weddin’ covered. Let’s talk about equine therapy. What needs have not been fulfilled?”
“We need a doctor on the premises, someone willing to devote all their working hours to the group, and a hospital willing to sanction us. Caitlyn needs an assistant qualified to counsel children and teens. We also need someone to keep track of the paperwork, individual case files, registration forms, etc. Of course we need volunteers to help the younger kids with the horses, too.” Barbara sighed. “All that is needed just to get us started and we certainly will find more openings as we work through procedures.”
“If you give me a list of criteria, and specific requirements, I know who to talk to at Denver Memorial Hospital.” Rain offered.
“Great Rain, it just so happens I do have that information with me.” Barbara grinned. “I have been working on this set-up full time.”
“I am four credits from havin a degree in child development, and will be qualified as a camp counselor. Plus, I know horses, and I would love the opportunity to work with the group.” Casey explained.
“I’ll put you in touch with Caitlyn, she’ll be the one to approve anyone working with the kids, but I think you two would get along well.” Barbara proposed.
“That sounds good to me.” Casey smiled
“As long as I can work from home, I am used to keeping paperwork for Ezra from the Standish Tavern. I could do it for your group.” Inez stated.
“Thanks, Inez, I appreciate the offer.” Barbara wrote her name down on her pad.
“Once I go back to work, I’ll only have weekends, but I want to help, too.” Kelli said firmly.
Casey laughed. “Your weekends will be full for a while, getting used to having twins in the house takes time.”
“Boys at that, and identical,” Inez grinned. “You and Vin both will stay busy “
“Thank heavens the girls are fraternal, if they were identical... lord they could both be like Daisy.” Casey exclaimed. “At least mine are different enough that Lilah makes up for all Daisy’s energy, and insatiable curiosity. She is a handful all by herself; Lilah is more laidback and lower maintenance.
“You’re already doomed, you never stop going and Vin has more energy than three men. Your boys are bound to be little whirlwinds.” Rain laughed.
“I heard that, and we’re used to the whirlwinds, look at the two we already have. Besides, it will be a while before the boys catch up to our Andi.” Vin said as he walked into the room and sat on the arm of Kelli’s chair. “I hate to intrude on you ladies, but I thought Kel should know.” Tanner turned to address his wife. “Carmen called, and she’ll be here in five minutes.”
“Okay, is everythin’ ready?”
“Ready and waitin’,” Vin replied.
“Is that the same Carmen that helped us with Caleb? “ Inez asked.
“Yep, only this time she’s bringin’ us a girl, and she’s only six months old.” Tanner answered. “Her name is Ronesha Jewel, and Carmen says she is a little doll.”
“I thought you two weren’t taking on any more foster kids for a while.” Barbara was surprised.
“Special circumstances, Barbara,” Kelli explained. “Her mother was murdered yesterday, and Carmen needs a safe place for her while the police hunt down the boyfriend. We’re only takin’ her until they find him, and she can locate a more permanent home for her. Apparently she was a single mom, with no relatives that can be located, so the baby will probably be going up for adoption.”
“We are through here anyway aren’t we? “Casey asked, prepared to take her girls home. “I need to get to the house and help Aunt Nettie, or she’ll tackle dinner on her own.”
“Yes, I’d best be taking my bunch home, too.” Inez stood up. That is if I can pry Tannis away from Max.”
“Good luck on that one, Max has Tannis, Grace, Terrell, and Adam.” Tanner grinned. “The other girls are all in Andi’s room, and Caleb is with Jason in the loft.”
Casey and Inez went off to claim their children. Rain and Barbara stuck around, both waiting to see the baby that Carmen was bringing.
Carmen Johnson arrived a few minutes after Inez, and Casey had left. Vin met her at the car, and carried in the supplies she had brought with her while Carmen took the baby inside. She removed the baby from the carrier and handed her to Kelli.
“Isn’t she beautiful?” Kelli looked down at the baby. “Look at those eyes, man she is goin’ to break some hearts one of these days.”
Andi peeked over her shoulder. “Is that how small the boys will be?” The little blonde was intrigues at the small size of the child.
“They'll be way smaller than this Sugar. Ronesha is six months old, and has gained a few pounds since she was born.” The baby reached out to grab Andi’s hair.
Andi yelped. “Ouch, she’s strong.” Rain untangled Andi’s long locks from the baby’s grasp.
Rain looked at the light brown skinned baby, and…fell in love. “She is absolutely beautiful. Can I hold her?”
“Sure,” Kelli passed the baby to Rain and watched the two of them.
“Ronesha’s mother was African American, we have no idea who her father is, but according to neighbors he may have been white. They said that the mom’s previous long-term boyfriend was a Caucasian man that stopped coming around shortly before the baby was born. On the birth certificate the father was listed as unknown.” Carmen explained.
Vin came inside with the box that Carmen had left in the car. “Is this all of it?”
“Yes, she didn’t have much in the apartment. A few baby clothes, and the one stuffed toy. I added some disposable diapers, and some baby food, but if you need something you know the routine. Buy it, save me the receipt and I’ll see that you are reimbursed. I hope to have her placed within the week, but a lot depends on how fast they pick up the new boyfriend. He was seen leaving the apartment shortly before the neighbors found the mom’s body.”
“Do what you need to Carmen. We’ll be fine with her until you make other arrangements.” Vin told her.
“I know, and that’s why I wanted to bring her here. I’ll check with you tomorrow, and let you know if they make an arrest.” Carmen walked toward the door. “Take care, I can see myself out.”
Kelli noticed the look in Rain's eyes as she held Ronesha, and she was not the only one watching. Barbara was, too. The two friends exchanged a knowing look; Rain Jackson was definitely taken with the young guest in the Tanner household.
MCAT Office~ 3:00pm
Chris was reviewing expense reports when Gunny buzzed him. “Sir, you have a call from Agent Cordova, line one.”
“Thanks Gunny.” Larabee picked up the phone and pushed the button. “Talk to me.” He listened for a minute before saying anything. "I've got it. Stay there in case we miss him.” Chris stood up, grabbed his jacket, and left his office, stopping long enough at Wilmington’s door to issue an order. “Grab your coat; we’re going for a ride.”
Buck did grab his coat, but had to ask. “Where are we going?”
“Federal lock up.”
Thirty minutes later the two MCAT agents were waiting outside the rear exit of the Federal Detention building, in downtown Denver. They were watching specifically for one man to emerge from the jail. Buck spotted him first.
“That’s him.” The two agents moved in to flank the ex-prisoner.
“Frank Harrison?” Chris asked.
“Yeah, that’s me, who in the hell are you?”
“Your worst nightmare,” Larabee growled as he pushed Harrison up against the building. “You are gonna pass the word to your acquaintances that the bounty on Vin Tanner is null and void.”
“Why would I do that?” Frank retorted.
“Because I am going to make certain that you spend so many years in jail, your kids will forget what you look like, if Tanner so much as gets a scrapped knee from any of your nutcase associates.” Chris tightened his hold on the man’s throat. “Are we clear?”
“Yeah, but I can’t guarantee the right people will hear that.”
“Then I strongly suggest that you find a way to make certain they do, or you will be an old man before you see the outside world again.” Larabee snarled.
“Is that supposed to be a threat?”
“No, that is a promise.” Chris released his hold on Harrison. “Now you have work to do Mr. Harrison, get to it.” Larabee watched as the man hurried off, confidant that Justin and Raphael would dog his trail.
“You think he believed you?” Buck asked.
“Doesn’t matter, he’ll led Cordova and Michaels to the men we need.” Chris walked toward his truck. “Harrison is a coward, and stupid enough to not realize he’s being followed.”
Buck grinned. “Damn, I’m glad we’re on the same side.”
“Me too Buck…me too.” Chris climbed inside the truck and started the engine.
Chapter 45
Jackson Home ~ Wednesday evening ~8:00pm
A tired Terrell had finally given up the battle to stay awake, and Rain quietly backed out of his room and gently closed the door. She went into the den to join Nathan on the couch.
“He gave up huh?"
“Yes. You know I think that boy would run twenty-four hours a day if his body didn’t demand fuel stops and force him to rest.” She leaned her head on her husband’s shoulder and sighed with contentment as he wrapped his arm around her. “I have really enjoyed being home with him these last few months. At this age it’s easy to miss those precious milestones in his life.”
“That is one good thing that has come out of this awful mess with the RMR. Being able to spend extra time with him, and you, despite the chaos going on around us, is what helped me to finally get my head straight about what are the most important things in my life.” Nathan said softly. “I almost lost you and that dear son of ours, in addition to my brothers. I can’t believe I came so close to destroying our family.”
“Nathan, we have to look at the lessons learned from that time, and let the rest go.” Rain told him. “I have been thinking about our future, and there are a couple of things we need to discuss.”
“I’m listening baby."
“First off, I have given the decisions I've made some careful consideration, and I'm confident that what I've decided, is really what I want to do. I have decided not to go back to work at the clinic. In the past couple of months since I have been gone, the clinic administrator has managed to hire three excellent doctors who have split up my patient load. I've gotten some very good reviews about them from some of my more 'difficult to treat' patients, and that makes me confident that the clinic will do just fine without me.
I want to take the position as resident physician with Caitlyn's equine therapy group, if she'll have me. I’ll still be helping the same types of children that I treated at the clinic, as well as ones with long term illnesses. I will be closer to home, and most likely I will be able to come up with a work schedule that Caitlyn will approve so that I can spend even more time with Terrell. "
Nathan knew that his wife did not jump into anything without researching all the facts. It was clear to him that Rain had done her homework on it, and had already made her decision. She had only waited for a time when the two of them were alone so that she could share what was on her mind with him, and get his opinion on what he thought about the whole idea. “Are you certain that this is what you really want to do?"
“Absolutely." Rain nodded her head emphatically. "I talked to the chief of staff at Denver Memorial and he saw no problem with me having working privileges there. In fact, he is going with me to the next board of directors meeting to propose an alliance with the hospital and the new equine therapy group. This is where I feel that I need to be Nathan, and if I wasn’t positive before, something happened today to convince me that fate was taking control of it for me, and…for us.”
Rain had his full attention now. “For us?”
“Remember back in November when you said that when all this was over we could look into other ways to make a difference?”
“I do, but honey this is not completely over yet. We still have to see Chambers go to trial and to be convicted.”
“Nathan…I want another baby.” Rain said it before he could finish his last thought. “Not just any baby, either. I want a little girl…and her name is Ronesha. We could start out applying to be her foster parents, and then…”
“Whoa, baby. Why don’t you start at the beginning and fill in the blanks for me?” Nathan listened as she did just that, explaining everything she knew about the baby she had met at the Tanner home. Up to and including the instant bond she felt when she held the child, and the fact that her father may have been Caucasian.
“She is beautiful, and so full of life. She needs us, Nathan, and I want us to be there for her. Maybe this is what the last few months have been leading us to.”
Nathan looked into the face of his beautiful wife. Dr. Rain Jackson, wife, mother, and one of the strongest women he knew, showed him the love she already held for that baby girl in her expressive dark eyes. He could not explain it because to make a decision based on a few minutes of holding a child was out of character for her, but nevertheless, he recognized the determination in her eyes. Maybe what Josiah and Vin had been saying was true…for everything there is a season. They had all certainly been through their own hell over the past nine months; maybe this was what fate had been preparing them for.
“I think I’ll be going into work late tomorrow. I need to meet the young lady that has obviously stolen your heart. “Nathan was not sure what prompted his wife’s reaction to this child, but he did know that once she had her mind set, he needed to at least explore the proposal further.
“My heart belongs to you Nathan Jackson, but I have enough love to share with you, Terrell, and another child.”
"My sweet Rain, you are the light of my life. “Nathan told her.”Whenever things seem dark and dim, you are there to remind me that I have so very much to be thankful for and that the bad times will pass. I can not express to you in words just how much you mean to me."
His tender words brought tears to Rain's eyes. She opened her mouth to respond, but Nathan's lips covered her own just then. The kiss was filled with all the love that was in Nathan's heart for her and Rain lost herself in the sensation of
it.Nathan ran his fingers through her long, dark curls, enjoying the feel of it's silkiness against his callous hands as the kiss deepened. Rain brought her hand up to trace a line down the side of his strong jaw and gazed up into his dark eyes with all the love she felt for him shining in their depths. Reluctantly Nathan ended the kiss and slid off of the couch and into a standing position. He helped Rain to her feet and led her through the house, turning off lights and setting alarms as he went until finally they reached the sanctuary of their bedroom. Nathan closed the door behind them and drew Rain back into his arms for another kiss. This one was searing with passion and full of promise.
They had traveled a rough road over the last seven months, and survived intact. Nathan was positive that together they could face anything that waited for them in their future.
Larabee 7~ Saturday ~March 24th
Tanner Home~ 8:00am
Nathan and Rain arrived early; they had been spending a lot of time at the Tanner home the last couple of days. Ronesha had captured both of their hearts, and with Barbara’s assistance they had put in an emergency request, and had been approved, to become temporary foster parents for the baby girl. Barbara, along with Carmen Johnson, was meeting them this morning to make the official transfer of guardianship to the Jacksons.
Vin was talking to Nathan, but could tell that his interest was elsewhere. The Texan decided to have some fun, at his brother’s expense. “So Nate, we’re agreed; today at four we’ll both go skydivin’.”
“Right…at four…we…what did you say?" Nathan took his eyes off Ronesha, and stared blankly at Vin.
“Never mind,” Tanner grinned.
“Sorry Vin.” Nathan grinned sheepishly. “The events of the last few days have moved so quickly, I never imagined that our lives could change so fast. Things started to fall into place and here we are. To think that crossing paths with one baby girl could be the cause of it, still has me reeling a bit.”
“Don’t apologize, Nate.” Tanner’s eyes moved onto his wife, and the start of a smile played on his lips. “Trust me, I know. Sometimes it only takes one look, and a moment in time to change our lives forever.”
Nathan followed Tanner’s line of vision to Kelli, and nodded. “Yep, I guess you would know all about that.” Jackson looked over to where Rain was holding Ronesha, and to Terrell, who was fascinated with the baby. “You know, neither of us planned on a large family. We always believed that Terrell was enough for us. With Rain’s career and my work, it made sense, but…now her practice will be centered here at the new equine center and this baby…” He sighed. “It’s as if fate placed her here for us to find.”
Carmen Johnson overheard Nathan’s remark, and smiled. “Mr. Jackson, you can call it, destiny, or divine intervention, but I believe a higher power helps us with each successful placement we make. The children we work with…the outcome of their lives fall into the hand of fate and we try our best to find loving homes for all of them. Ronesha is one of the lucky ones; I wish all our kids were so fortunate.” She handed Nathan some paperwork. “As of now she is under your care, and I am confident she is where she belongs. I will be in touch with Ms. Lindsey about our investigation, but I do not foresee any complications for an adoption. You have my number; feel free to call me with any questions, and I will be out for a home visit in ten days.”
“Thanks Carmen for your help on this.” Barbara walked her to the door, leaving the Jacksons with their new foster daughter.
Rain held Ronesha and spoke softly to Kelli. “After the last few months, and all the turmoil we’ve encountered to be here…” She looked up and smiled at Nathan. “…the four of us together, it just feels right.”
Vin slipped his arm around his wife. “I think we know how you feel.” He grinned. “We are firm believers in that old sayin', ‘right time and right place’.”
“After the way I behaved about Caleb, we’re lucky Carmen Johnson is an understanding woman.” Nathan commented.
“Maybe she recognized even then that although you may have gone about it the wrong way, your heart reacted for valid reasons. It just took some time for you to work it out, and Carmen is a patient woman.” Rain replied. “Then again, maybe we had to go through all that we did to get to here…and here is a pretty good place from where I sit.”
“You married a smart lady Nathan.” Kelli laughed. “Y’all look good from over here too."
“I agree.” Barbara returned.
“I hate to break this up, but if we are gonna get started on Cody’s nursery today; Nate and I need to get movin’ to meet the others.” Vin kissed Kelli before moving.” I’ll see you later baby.”
Nathan kissed Rain, Terrell and Ronesha. “Bye loves.”
“Before you go, I have some great news.” Barbara halted the men.” Someone has made an anonymous donation to the equine center, almost three hundred thousand dollars. This means we can start building immediately.”
“That is good news.” Rain said. “The sooner we start, the sooner we can make a difference.”
“You get the foundation started, and by then we’ll have these nurseries finished and be able to help.” Vin offered as he and Nathan headed for the door. “See you ladies at lunch.”
Larabee Home~ 8:15am
“We appreciate you doing this so early Ezra.” Chris said as he sat down next to Linda.
“No problem, this is only a formality. You two have already worked out the agreement, I only need your signatures.” Ezra pulled some papers out of a folder. “I can’t file these until after the birth of your child, but unless there are any changes, we won’t need to do more.”
“There will not be any changes.” Linda stated firmly as she picked up a pen.” Where do I sign?”
“Linda, are you certain?” Chris questioned. “No second thoughts?”
“No. This is best for everyone concerned.”
Ezra passed the pages to Chris, and then Linda for them to sign. Within a few minutes it was finished, Linda had signed her maternal rights away, and their divorce was only held up by the fact that she was pregnant. Once Cody was born, Standish could file the papers and within sixty days their marriage would be over. “Linda, could I speak to you for a minute please?”
Chris frowned at Ezra. “Do you need me too?”
“No, we are done. I’ll be out in a few minutes to help y’all, but I would like a moment with Linda first.” Ezra placed the pages into a folder.
“Is there a problem Ezra?” Linda asked.
Ezra had waited until Chris left the room and then sighed. Until he had found family here in Denver with this group of men he now called brothers, he had not known what he had missed out on in his early life. The Larabee children would never have to experience the loneliness and isolation he had as a child, but he wanted Linda to know that what she was doing was okay.” Linda …”Standish hesitated, gathering his words. “I wanted to tell you how much I admire your decision to give Chris custody of the children. Maude…my mother, should have made the same decision and left me with my father's family, but she erroneously believed she could do it all. I had a number of caregivers; however my memories of that period in my life are not good ones. My childhood was never stable, interesting perhaps, but not what a child needs. I do love my mother, but I cannot help but wonder at times, how my life would have been different if she had the courage to admit that motherhood was not for her.”
Linda listened to Ezra and realized that he was not judging her, but instead was giving her the insight of one who knew firsthand what it meant to end up with an absentee parent. Although she had not felt guilty about deciding to give up her rights, the words Standish offered did make her feel better. Any doubts she may have harbored vanished. She was doing the right thing, for her, for Chris, and for their children. “Thank you Ezra.” Linda stood up to leave, but turned to say. “In spite of whatever shortcomings Maude may have had as a mother, her son managed to become an exceptional man.” She closed the door quietly as she exited.
Standish placed the folder into his briefcase and closed it, now all they could do was to wait, but the hard part was over.
Larabee Home~ 4:00pm
The seven brothers had been working all day on the latest addition to the Larabee home. The construction work was finished, and Cody’s nursery was starting to shape up. Both his and Grace’s room were now connected to the rest of the house by a hallway, allowing access without going through Chris’s bedroom.
“That’s the last of it, Chris. Now all you have to work on is the interior.” Buck was picking up tools as he spoke. “I think we should call this place Larabee Construction business, instead of a horse ranch. With two nurseries, Ezra’s home, the equine center, and Vin’s corral, we have more building projects going on than most construction companies.”
“You may be right, Buck, but when it’s all done, we’ll be through for a while.” Chris said as he wrapped up the cord on the electric saw.
“As for the corral, I have plenty of free time on my hands thanks to Karl to work on it.” Vin stated. “At least I allowed room for a nursery when we built the house, so it won’t take much to finish it for the twins. All I need is for Kel to decide on which wallpaper she wants and what color to paint the walls. "He laughed."At the rate she keeps changin' her mind; I'll have time to build another barn before I even get started on the nursery."
Josiah picked up some leftover lumber. “Ezra is having professionals do the work on his home, and the equine center won’t break ground for a couple of weeks.”
“Speaking of Ezra, where is he? Nathan questioned.
JD laughed. “Ezra went to check on dinner about an hour ago and hasn’t come back.”
“That’s our Ez, any thing to avoid manual labor.” Vin laughed. “Let’s go see what he’s up too.”
Satisfied that their work area was cleaned up, the six brothers went in search of their seventh.
In the kitchen they found that dinner was almost finished, but there was no sign of Ezra anywhere. Tanner walked up to his wife as she stood helping to cut up some vegetables for a salad and slipped his arm around her waist to splay his fingers on her protruding stomach, even as he lowered his head to kiss her neck.
“I thought you were supposed to be takin' it easy?" he asked her quietly.
Kelli sighed. “I was...but the boys were givin' me fits with their rollin’ antics, and so I came in here a little while ago to see if I could be of some help."
Vin chuckled. "Just don't overdo.” He patted her stomach. "Y'all behave, and give your mama a break."
He snitched a slice of cucumber from the salad bowl and bit into it. “Do y'all know where Ezra got off to?"
"I sent him out for somethin' chocolate for after dinner." Kelli said.
"He seemed anxious to be of help, but truthfully he was underfoot so...""Maybe I should call him and let him know the work part of the day is over, and it's safe to
come back.” Vin smiled as he opened his cell phone, and then punched in Ezra’s number. “Your chocolate cravin’ gave him a good reason to get out of workin.” He frowned when he received no answer.~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The trip into town to fulfill his partner's sweet craving was the perfect excuse Ezra needed to get out of the menial labor involved in building Cody's nursery. He had headed straight into town to his favorite bakery and picked out a couple of decadent desserts, instead of only one. His choices varied from Chocolate raspberry tiramisu, a chocolate cream pie, and cherry cheesecake for the adults, to three dozen chocolate chip cookies for the kids.
Ezra had just placed the desserts into the passenger seat of his JAG, closed the door and walked around the vehicle to the driver's side when he was approached by three scruffy looking 'good old boys'. All of them held weapons in their hands, and Standish didn't need anyone to tell him that they meant to do him serious bodily harm.
His hand inched toward the sidearm he wore, even as he said, "Gentlemen it would be prudent of you to cease and desist in your current train of thought or action.” He told them quietly, shifting slightly away from the car so that he could have room to maneuver as they continued to advance on him."Your fancy words don't mean a damn thing to us Fed." one of the men said, as he twirled a bat around in his hands. "Your going to be our message to Tanner that he best forget about testifying against Chambers...or else he's going to be visiting a member of his family in the morgue every week."
Ezra glanced around. He didn't like the idea of gunplay on an open street such as the one he was on. There were too many people about that could get injured if he was to pull his weapon. Although the men that were confronting him were brandishing a bat, piece of pipe, and knife, he couldn't take the chance that they weren't also armed with handguns as well.
That meant that he was going to have to use other means to persuade them that he wasn't someone to be easily toiled with."I must implore you again to rethink your intentions.” He told the men; even as he readied himself for the impending fight he knew was coming.
"We've wasted enough time talking." Another of the men exclaimed, and then all three rushed Standish.
Ezra ducked the swing of the bat, at the same time sweeping out with one leg and kicking the one with the knife in the stomach. He twisted to the side in order to deflect the blow of the lead pipe with his hand and felt it go numb for a moment as the pipe connected with his forearm. It wasn't broken, and that was certainly a plus for his side as he continued to fight off his assailants.
He took a glancing blow to the head from the man with the bat and felt blood begin to trickle down the side of his face, even as he shook off the dizziness that threatened to overwhelm him. He kept moving around though, making sure to keep all three men in front of him, so that he wouldn't be taken unaware as the fight continued.He got quite a few hits and kicks in against his trio of attackers and found himself silently thanking Vin for the strict regimen of hand to hand combat training the Texan had insisted all of the MCAT agents have during their human trafficking case. It was proving to be very beneficial to him now.
Ezra took a fist to the mouth and spit out a mouthful of blood as he swept the legs out from underneath one of the men, sending him into the man with the knife and both men toppled to the ground. The man with the baseball bat moved into his personal space and took another swing at him, but Standish ducked and kicked the man in the side of the knee and heard the loud 'pop' that told him that he had broken the man's kneecap. Ezra took a fist to the mouth and spit out a mouthful of blood as he swept the legs out from underneath one of the men, sending him into the man with the knife and both men toppled to the ground. The man with the baseball bat moved into his personal space and took another swing at him, but Standish ducked and kicked the man in the side of the knee and heard the loud 'pop' that told him that he had broken the man's kneecap. The man screeched as he fell to the ground and Ezra pulled his service weapon as he dove for his car, and his cell phone.While he dialed 9-1-1 he kept his weapon trained on the injured trio. "This is Federal Agent Ezra Standish, badge number 4417, and I need immediate assistance to my location, 1015 Grand Street. Three unsubs detained, possibly others armed… approach with caution.” He wiped the blood from his head as he tried to steady himself. “Also need emergency medial assistance.” Ezra closed the phone and waited for assistance.
One of his assailants tried to get up. “I would stay on the ground if I were you, unless you wish to experience the excruciating pain of a bullet wound on top of the other injuries you have already sustained.” Standish stated.
“You talk big with that gun in your hand, but while you waste your time with us, our associates just might be paying a visit to that ranch you think is so safe and secure.” One of the men groaned. “We know everything that happens there. How do you think we knew where you were?”
The Denver police arrived quickly. Standish hurriedly told them what had happened, and ordered them to take charge. He had his car door open, seated himself, and the ignition roaring to life as his assailants were being handcuffed. He peeled away from the curb and headed the JAG back toward the Larabee 7.
Larabee 7
Dinner was five minutes away and still no word from Standish. Six men gathered in the den, Chris and Vin were both concerned, but did not want to alert the women that anything might be wrong. The rest of their brothers stayed close by, each one beginning to grow uneasy as they waited for Ezra to pick up his cell phone.
“I don’t like it Chris.” Vin tried Ezra’s cell again. “It’s not like Ez to stay out of contact.”
"I know...." Larabee replied.
Standish fumbled in the pocket of his jacket for his cell phone, where he had deposited it after calling for assistance. Keeping his somewhat blurry gaze on the road, he opened the phone and held it up in front of him and saw that the number on it indicated that the missed call had been from Vin. He pushed redial and was relieved when Vin answered on the first ring. "Is everyone all right at Larabee 7?" Ezra said cryptically into the phone.
"Ezra?" Tanner said into the phone. "What do you mean? Is everyone alright? Of course, they are. We were beginnin' to wonder about you though."
"I was detained by a trio of RMR miscreants outside of the bakery." Standish replied. "I managed to turn the tables on them though, and I was able to thwart their devious plans for my premature demise. I am currently on my way back to the ranch, and will further explain once I arrive. Keep alert. I was told by the deviants that there might be another attempted assault on our homes." He snapped the phone shut and increased his speed.
“Standish! ...EZ!” Vin yelled into the phone, but the connection was lost. “Chris, you better tell Walter to put security on alert, the RMR just tried to get to Ezra, and we may be next.”
“Let’s not alarm the women. Vin, you keep trying to reconnect with Standish. Buck, tell Walter to pass the word to security to watch for intruders. Josiah, you go out front and wait for Standish. Nathan, you better get your medical bag ready, just in case. JD, I don’t care how you do it, but I want you to stall dinner without letting the women know why.” Chris ordered.
The men moved to do as their leader commanded, while Larabee remained in the den with Tanner to see if Vin managed to reconnect with Standish.Standish ignored the sound of his phone ringing, and continued to drive. Blood from his head wound was dripping into his eyes and making it hard for him to see. He tried to stave off the flow with his left hand pressing his handkerchief to his head, while he kept the other hand firmly on the wheel. His brothers were just going to have to stew in phone silence for a few moments until he got to the ranch.
"Damn it, Standish! Pick up the phone!" Vin said anxiously into his cell phone.
"Easy, Vin...if Ezra was coherent enough to relay the message to us the first time...then he's got to be in reasonably good shape. Overreacting isn't going to help anyone, and we don't need the women and children upset." Larabee cautioned.
Five minutes later Ezra pulled up in front of the Larabee home. Josiah immediately opened the car door and when he saw the blood, ushered Ezra into the house and to the den, closing the door behind them. Nathan took over and told Ezra to sit down.
“What happened?” Chris asked.
"I had just acquired the decadent delicacies I had been commissioned for." Ezra said, wincing as Nathan asked Josiah to apply pressure to the bandage he had placed upon the Southerner's head, while he wadded up another bandage and handed it to Ezra to hold up to his cut lip. "No sooner had I placed the desserts into the JAG when I was approached by three men. They made it quite clear that I was to be a warning to Vin that if he didn't refuse to testify against Chambers, then I would be the first of several family members that would be taking a one way trip to the morgue."
“Sonofabitch! What the hell do I have to do to end this nightmare?” Vin shouted, “I can’t risk any of y’all gettin'’ hurt because of me.”
“Vin, we are all in this together, and I for one do not want to see Karl Chambers walk out of jail a free man because of a little intimidation.” Buck placed a hand on Vin’s shoulder. “As long as we stand together, we’ll be fine.”
Nathan finished his administration to Standish and stood. “I worry constantly about Rain, and the kids. I know it’s doubly hard on you with Kelli being pregnant, but together we will make it and that bastard will pay for the misery he has forced on us.”
Josiah added. “They have no idea what we are capable of Vin. Together we are unbeatable.”
“I concur.” Ezra said as he slowly stood up. “We will prevail, and Karl Chambers will spend the rest of his life in prison.”
“They’re right Vin. We’ll make sure Chambers’s men don’t get another chance to get close to any of us, or our families.” Chris stated firmly. “Travis will just have to free up MCAT to work solely on protection detail until this is over.”
Tanner sighed and nodded. “I reckon I overreacted, but it seems as if this shit never ends. I’ll be damn relieved when this trial is over, maybe then we can have our lives back.” He looked over to Ezra. “'M glad you’re okay.”
“As am I friend,” Ezra grinned. “I am in much better condition than my adversaries.”
“Buck, call Justin. Tell him to go over to the DPD and find out what he can about the men that attacked Ezra.” Chris looked at the closed door. “In the meantime you know we have to tell the women, they’re bound to notice that Ezra looks a little different with those bandages, and I’m certain they heard the yelling.”
A soft knock at the door accompanied by a female voice inquiring about Ezra, confirmed Larabee’s statement. Chris knew it was going to be a long four months until Karl Chambers went to trial.
Chapter 46
Tanner Home ~ April 7~ 3:00am
Vin was aware of each time Kelli had to get up during the night. It seemed as the weeks past that it was becoming more difficult for her to sleep. She either had to make frequent trips to the bathroom during the night, or the boys would decide it was playtime and the constant movements made it impossible for her to rest. He waited in the darkness to see if she was coming back to bed, but instead she donned her robe and slipped out the door. Vin knew she felt badly about what happened to Ezra last week, and blamed herself for him being at that bakery. That fact, and worry about the RMR did not help her reduce the stress Dr. Weeks had warned her about…she might need him. The Texan rolled out of bed, pulled on a pair of sweatpants, and followed her.
Kelli found sleep elusive, the boys were restless, and her mind was going places that she would just as soon stay away from. Most of the time she managed to keep positive thoughts, but tonight and after what had happened to Ezra, her mood had turned to the dark side, and she was consumed with feelings of disquiet. Dr. Weeks had warned her that she was reaching the stage where nightmares were not uncommon, and sleeping through the night was difficult. Knowing that did not help at the moment, she needed to make certain her children were safe, and then try to shake off her anxiety.
Tanner stood at the door that led to the kid’s rooms. Leaning against the doorframe, his arms crossed in front of him, he had a smile on his face as he watched his wife check on Jason and then Andi. She straightened their disheveled covers, gave each one a kiss without waking them, and then gingerly stepped over Tracker as he lay in the doorway that connected the two rooms. Buttons had spent the colder months in Jason’s room, but now that the weather was warmer she spent most of her time outdoors. Vin waited for Kelli to turn his way, and acknowledge his presence, however when she did he was concerned to see unshed tears in her blue eyes.
Looking up, Kelli saw Vin waiting for her and did not hesitate to walk into the open arms he offered her. “Sorry, I woke you.”
“You didn’t wake me Kel.” Keeping his arm around her waist they slowly walked back to their bedroom. Vin steered her to their chair, sat down, propped his feet up and pulled her down next to him. “Are you okay?”
She snuggled closer as Vin pulled an afghan over the two of them. “I couldn’t sleep, your sons are practicin’ karate moves I think, and…”
He had to smile when she referred to them as his sons when they were keeping her awake, but hers when they were quiet, “And what baby?”
“Vin, what are we doing? Chambers is not goin' to let up, and we are goin' to have four children that depend on us. What if we can’t give them what they need? With the work we do, what in the hell were we thinkin'? What happens to them if one of us gets hurt or worse? You could manage, but I’m not sure I could if…”
“Shh.” The Texan held her tighter. “Kel, we are havin’ our babies, just like we wanted to, and we will give them what they need. You are gonna be fine, and I plan to be around a good long while to see these kids grow up. If fate has other plans…then we’ll cross that bridge when we get to it.” Vin sighed, he hated to see his redhead so uncertain, but he understood her doubts. In fact he had been expecting her old insecurities to surface at some point during this pregnancy. She never showed it to anyone else, but he knew how vulnerable she could be when her past called, and the events of the last few weeks had stirred up old fears of being left alone. He tried to think of the right words to say that would put her misgivings to rest. “Do you remember that fateful day at the restaurant over two years ago?”
“Of course I do, but what has that got to do with now?”
“I saw this gorgeous redhead sittin' across the room, and I had the feelin’ that I knew you from somewhere. The boys sure sat up and paid attention.” Vin laughed. “It didn’t take long though for me to realize that it wasn’t just sexual attraction that drew me to you. It was a hell of a lot more Kel. Not that I don’t enjoy makin’ love with you, I do, but…it was like findin’ somethin’ that I didn’t know was missin’. That mornin’ up on the mountain watchin’ your Texas sunrise, I figured out what it was.”
“Did you?”
“Yep, you are the part of me that I need to complete my journey in this life, just like I’m here for you to complete yours.” Tanner kissed the top of her head. “That journey started for us many lifetimes ago, and has continued, and will continue long after our bodies are gone in this one. In this time and space it has brought us together again with Chris. Jason and Andi, plus these two little fellows are here to share the trip with us, too. Maybe there will be more kids for us, maybe not, but I do know that we are in the right time and the right place to fulfill our destinies in this life span.” Vin turned her head to look directly into her eyes. “We always have been and always will be, and no matter what happens in this life, trust fate to lead us baby.”
Those damn annoying unshed tears flowed freely as Kelli looked into the concerned eyes of the man she loved and trusted above all others. She felt all her dark thoughts vanish in an instant as his words replaced them with feelings of contentment and peace. “I love you Vin.”
He gently brushed her cheek with his fingertips and wiped the tears away. “I love you too, and together we are gonna bring these babies into this world. We’re gonna teach them about the strength of family, about fate, trust, what’s right, and what’s wrong. Most of all we’re gonna teach them about love and how it never ends, but evolves as we do from one journey to the next.” Vin could hear his grandfather’s words echo in his head. Treyton Hawk had taught him all these things and more. He may not have understood all of the lessons his grandfather gave him as a child, but he did now. It was time to pass them on to his own children and the Texan hoped that someday they found the missing pieces in their lives as he had. His grandfather believed that all connected souls found one another when the time was right, and so did he. He knew that Chris, his brothers, Kelli and the kids were all part of his being, his soul, and they reunited again and again, lifetime after lifetime.
Kelli smiled. “Does that mean when we get older that you’re gonna want me the same way you do now?”
“Nope…” Tanner grinned seductively. “More…much more, we only get stronger from here on out baby." Vin lowered his head and possessed her mouth with a kiss that was filled with promise, passion, and love. He pulled her over to sit across his lap in spite of her protest.
“Vin, ‘m too big to do this,” Kelli insisted.
“Not likely baby.” The Texan grinned as his wife laid her head on his chest, and leaned against him. “You’re not heavy Kel. You’re carryin’ a part of us, a few months of double Tanner love is no burden.” Holding her like this he could feel the boys kicking, and placed his hand on her stomach, gently rubbing over it. Speaking softly he told his sons, “You two settle down and let your mama get some rest.” He was rewarded by another kick.
“So much for the voice of authority,” Kelli laughed as she tenderly brushed his hair back from his face. The desire she saw in his eyes took her breath, and she whispered softly. “I can rest anytime, you’re all I will ever need, Vin.”
“I reckon, you’re good then, Texas, because you’ve got me, and together we can do anythin’.” He cupped her cheek and looked into her willing eyes. Vin mentally thanked fate for being kind to him on his journey through life. There had been times he had felt the detached puzzle pieces of his existence he had accumulated would never fit together. Then he came to Denver, found Chris, and finally felt at home. From then on the jagged parts of his life began to fall into place, bringing him to this moment in time, surrounded by family, holding the woman he loved, and feeling his unborn children move under his caress. The RMR, Karl Chambers, or anyone else could not touch what he had found, and he would do whatever was necessary to protect them. The road ahead may not always be smooth, but he was ready to meet any challenge thrown at him head on.
Larabee 7 ~ 6:00am
Sunrise was still twenty minutes away when Chris and Vin rode out. The sky overhead was streaked with brilliant colors as the sun slowly rose over the mountains. Peso and Pony were more than ready for a morning run, racing across the property side by side; their riders slouched over in the saddles, and were taking as much delight in the vigorous ride as the two horses.
After twenty minutes of unbridled abandonment, the two men slowed their horses to a walk. Vin patted Peso on the neck, whispering words of affection to the black horse, in a soft tone that only the animal could hear. He straightened up in the saddle and turned towards Chris, to see the blond man rubbing Pony’s neck affectionately. His thoughts turned to the last time they had ridden this way.
*Almost a year.*
*Too damn long.*
Tanner knelt down by the stream Peso was drinking from, reflecting on the reasons it had been so long since he and Chris had ridden together. The last year had been hard for all of them, but especially so for his brother.
“You’re thinking too hard Tanner.” Chris said as he adjusted the cinch on Pony’s saddle. “It hasn’t all been bad. “ Resting his hand on the horse’s flank he continued. “That fate thing you’ve been talking about all these years… I’m beginning to think you were right. It sure as hell explains how I can feel so good about things that should have damn near destroyed me.”
“How do you figure that, Chris?”
“First, it was the pills, and as much as I tried to deny it, I was addicted to them. I tried to control it and failed miserably. When I started going to NA I learned that it was not something I could control, but I could manage it, and not let it control me. More importantly, I discovered that it was not a weakness, a deliberate decision, or my fault. Prescription pill addiction is a real problem in this country, and nothing to be ashamed about. Neither is asking for help with it. I also learned that the great Chris Larabee is not infallible.”
Vin snorted. “Hell, I could have told you that.”
Chris chuckled, “Yeah, I guess you could have at that.” He walked around Pony and sat down on the ground next to Vin. Both men sat in comfortable silence for a few minutes, enjoying the still of the morning.
“So you reckon fate had a hand with the pills?”
“No, the addiction was a physical reaction, and an unfortunate consequence of Jack’s manipulations. Fate however, did use the fallout from my downward spiral to show me a couple of home truths. First and foremost, my family cared enough about me to be tough, stepping back, and letting me find my way home without judging me. None of you tried to ‘handle me’, but stayed close enough to catch me if I stumbled along that path. Second…my marriage was not what I thought it was.”
Chris stayed silent for a bit, and Tanner waited for him to collect his thoughts. “You and Kel have the kind of marriage I had with Sarah. We were friends first, and then lovers. Our marriage was a partnership. I gave her what she needed, and she did the same for me, we completed one another. Don’t get me wrong…we did have our disagreements.” Chris smiled as he remembered. “Sometimes I’d rile her just to see her get mad. She was a beautiful force to reckon with when she was angry.”
Vin laughed. “I know exactly what you mean.”
“Yeah, I imagine you do.” Chris chuckled. “Anyway, my point is we had one helluva marriage. We fought and made love with an intense passion, and we shared our dreams and every aspect of our lives with that same passion. I never had to look behind me to see if Sarah stood with me. I knew she was there good or bad, right or wrong. When Sarah died I lost more than my wife and lover, I lost my best friend, and one of the finest women I have ever known.”
Vin wisely said nothing. It was rare for Chris to talk this much about Sarah, and the Texan realized that for some reason he needed to talk about her now. If Chris needed to relive part of his past to face the future, Vin was not going to stop him.
“I know now that Sarah and Adam were a gift that I was given, and I cherish every moment we had together. I wanted to blame someone when they died and did a damn good job of wrecking what was left of my life. After I met you and the boys, I realized I was going to have to pick up the pieces I didn’t destroy and try to move on. Aside from my brothers and the Wild Bunch though, I was determined not to have more family.” Chris grinned. “That is where fate stepped in and turned my resolve not to have more kids into a fantasy.”
“Mistress Fate put you on the fast track, Cowboy. Any regrets?”
“Hell no, I’m grateful. When Linda came into my life she put everything I believed in to the test. Our relationship started on a physical level and that’s what we built on…we were doomed to fail before we began, but…I discovered something very important.” Chris looked at Vin. “Nothing happens to any of us by chance…I needed Linda at that point in my life to teach me that all things happen for a reason…when the timing is right.”
Vin smiled as he shook his head.
“I know…you’ve been telling me that for years and I didn’t believe it. I needed to find out for myself and with Linda… She freed me Vin, from my past, and she has given me three children to share my future with. That’s why we were together…fate brought her to me long enough to do that.”
“Three children, Chris?”
“Think about it Vin. Why was Kelli even in Colorado?”
“Because she… Kel came to help Linda when her father died.” Vin realized where Chris was taking this. “You have been thinkin’ about this, and I can’t say I disagree with your conclusions. Fate does have a unique way of unveilin’ our destiny.” Vin sighed. “I reckon I owe Linda, too.”
“We both do, and I will always love her for what she has brought to my life, but…it’s time for Linda and me to move on, we were never meant to be together forever.”
"A fresh break is usually best, once you’ve made a decision." Vin agreed, “If that's somethin' that both you and Linda are happy with."
“We are." Larabee told him.
Companionable silence fell between the two men as they each thought about the events of the past year, and just what fate had lain at their door.
"I'll be happy when this crap with Chambers is finally over once and for all." Tanner broke the silence at last. "I'm ready to be free to live my life without always lookin' over my shoulder to see whether or not members of the RMR are standin' back there.”
“It will be over soon. All our resources are being used to break up what’s left of the RMR. After what happened to Ezra, Travis had no problem getting us total control on the case, and on the protection detail until this is over. Using our tail on Harrison, and the information from Ezra’s assailants, we have made twenty arrests in two weeks. That’s bound to put a dent in their organization.”
“Chris, you and I both know there will always be someone else to replace anyone we arrest.” Vin stood. “This won’t be over until Chambers is convicted and spendin’ the rest of his life in prison on death row.”
“Vin, I know it’s been hard on you, first as Dusty, and now as a man needing to protect his family.” Chris stood also.” You are not in this alone. You and Kel are going to have two healthy babies to add to your family, and the RMR will not stop that from happening. We won’t let them.”
The two men locked eyes and held. There was no need for more words on the subject by either man. Vin knew that his brothers stood beside him in anything else that the RMR members threw their way. Together they would get through the next couple of months until Chambers's trial was over and the man was finally out of his life forever.
"Vin, I want to run an idea by you."
"Shoot, Cowboy."
"I'm concerned about the shadow ops that Travis expects us to run. I don't think the entire team should be involved at this point."
"Hell, I got a knot in my gut the first time Travis told me about 'em. What did you have in mind?"
Chris picked up a small stone and threw it in the water." You see those ripples? They represent the entire unit, the part of MCAT that should continue to work as we have since the beginning. I believe these shadow ops should be limited to the stone."
Tanner saw exactly where Chris was going. "That would work, but what about Travis?"
"He'll come to see that the only way for MCAT to be effective is to keep our normal caseload totally separate from shadow ops. The best way to achieve success is to limit the agents we use to only the most experienced agents, and run all shadow ops out of Camp Larabee. When I have all the details worked out, I'll present the proposition to him."
"That makes sense, a special team within a team. Probably be best to use different identities too, ones that can't be traced back to MCAT or the agent's families." Vin thought for a minute." JD could set it up, and use an encrypted program on all reports and communications."
"You interested?"
Vin hesitated. He was not ready to commit to anything except seeing this trial through, and taking care of his family. "Maybe I am. Ask me again when this mess with Karl is over and Kel and I have two healthy babies to hold."
"Fair enough," Chris nodded.
"We best start headin' back to the house." Vin said and swung easily onto Peso's back. “We have a brother to marry off this weekend.”
Chris swung onto Pony’s back, and then rode up next to Tanner. “If I know Ezra, he is Mr. cool, calm and collected.” The men took their time on the trip back to the ranch.